life sucks sometimes.

Hmm lets make a lovely list about the crap im going through...
1) getting things i dont want: i am always getting things i dont ask for. not like "oh jessie! i got you a car!" no, not good things like that, i mean like giving me problems, telling me things i dont care about, send me pictures of things i do not ask for, being asked personal questions by you people.
im human, well im considered as one and sometimes i just need inner peace and need time to think alone. i dont always need opinions or need to express mine. im a typicall quiet persona, love it or hate it.
2) anger pointed towards me: i have no goddamn idea whats going on but one of my so called "friends" is mad at me for making her "friend" act all weird just because i didnt like him as more than a friend. i mean, we have only talked twice, on the phone. i dont see how she could choose two people like that, i mean they love on different ends of the US. how effing lame is that? wooow... i could go on about that.
3) getting crap rubbed in my face: ok, so i attempted to actually be part of something. fifteen people, only fourteen available slots.i thought i had a good chance but diring my interview, well i froze. i choked. i ate it. every phrase you could use to describe the phrase failure...

*i will continue this later...*